03.20.11

As you are away
I stumble through the doorway.
You cannot be mine.

03.19.11

Compose poetry.
A dead and rotten city.
I will breathe new life.

03.18.11

A cold wind will blow.
Fingers are my sacrifice.
It falls on deaf ears.

03.17.11

One of only two.
My images come to life.
Music in the night.

03.16.11

Capture your beauty
And we talk about old times.
Sense of nostalgia.

03.15.11

We drift far apart.
What I have always wanted;
Exaggerated.

03.14.11

A restless, cold night.
Drunken stumbles when I wake
But I am sober.

03.13.11

A season coming.
Dreary days remind me that.
Lonesome in the night.

03.12.11

Memories recalled
I look back and think of how
I miss your beauty.

03.11.11

A pointless exam.
Still, I will show you my skills.
Eggleston artwork.

03.10.11

A special request:
"Please write something about me."
If you only knew.

03.09.11

Worry and regret.
I take tiny jabs at you
But it does not work.

03.08.11

Set up camp outside.
Our cave protects us from the
Hard and bitter rain.

03.07.11

Start my break of work.
Look forward to the ending
A trip to finish.

03.06.11

A grim reminder
Of what I am becoming.
I have to change me.

03.05.11

Needed vacation
I do not go anywhere.
Just what I needed.

03.04.11

Dine with the parents.
Old friends laugh together at
Old times long passed by.

03.03.11

Display my prowess.
Desperate for your approval.
Shower me with it.

03.02.11

Spreading the disease.
We dwell inside my camera
But I still cure you.

03.01.11

The day just stays dark.
Another life in camera.
Hardly see light now.

02.28.11

Arrival again.
Exchange society for
A bit of labor.

02.27.11

As I come back still
I cannot tell what you think.
Loving or hatred.

02.26.11

I will sing for you
And you laugh in my drunk face.
Blood scars and collects.

02.25.11

Home renovation.
I come to help, but instead
Use the time to think.

02.24.11

Desaturated
Earthworms smashed into concrete.
Death under rubber.

02.23.11

Spending time with friends
Helps me to not think of you.
At least for a while.

02.22.11

What I beg to hear
Is just what you think of me.
But you will not tell.

02.21.11

Drown in alcohol
Try to block out my routine.
It always comes back.

02.20.11

You will say one thing
But do something different.
I will never know.

02.19.11

My new drunken mask
Is seen through by everyone.
I try not to think.

02.18.11

Sometimes when depressed
I think of you close to me
And I want that back.

02.17.11

A happy feeling
From just knowing that I saw you
I am still with you.

02.16.11

A conversation.
You seem happy where you are.
I still will wonder.

02.15.11

Living camera.
Now everyone can see me
And all of my shame.

02.14.11

Couples holiday
But I am afraid of love
Or what you will think.

02.13.11

I hide in a fear
Of what tomorrow will wield.
There is some hope too.

02.12.11

An in-home repair.
Screwdriver, duct tape and gin.
Close to being new.

02.11.11

You wake up early.
This must mean something special.
I sing out for you.

02.10.11

Mundane day of class
Makes my drive back blur away.
A new world record.

02.09.11

A realization.
A shock sent through my body.
I am so alone.

02.08.11

Another routine.
A day lost inside my mind
Never to come back.

02.07.11

This reminds me that
You have left far from this place.
I wish I could change.

02.06.11

I try to rest up
But yet I will never sleep.
Your thoughts are in me.

02.05.11

I miss your calling.
I check for you as I clean
But I missed my chance.

02.04.11

Unexpected guest.
Try to help but I decline.
Still am enraptured.

02.03.11

I remember you
Pulling me close in your arms.
Remember the warmth.

02.02.11

Speak alone with you
Yet you rush away from me.
I give you my all.

02.01.11

I try to not think
About the beauty you shared.
The thoughts give me hope.

01.31.11

Pretentious artwork.
I do not try to do this
Yet you still praise me.

01.30.11

Message from a friend.
I have neglected your calls
And make a promise.

01.29.11

My days are now yours.
I will sacrifice my time
Just to hear you speak.

01.28.11

See you lovely face.
Almost as if you were here.
I hear your whispers.

01.27.11

Slow drive my routine.
This is slowly killing me
And I will let it.

01.26.11

This is my brother.
And he always will be it.
Pledge to see him soon.

01.25.11

Case for my habit.
Try to stay classy with it.
This helps me do so.

01.24.11

Meeting with a friend.
Complaints flow freely from us.
You remain silent.

01.23.11

Stumble through the door.
I feel sorry for myself.
Nothing else is new.

01.22.11

You make me tell you,
"I love you", before you go.
I mean every word.

01.21.11

A cancellation.
It is to be expected.
Bottom of the deck.

01.20.11

Song dedication.
I rush back to play for you,
But you do not hear.

01.19.11

So tired of this.
You do not know you do it.
You are killing me.

01.18.11

The clock ticks onward.
Time marches by without me.
It will not forgive.

01.17.11

A surprise message
I wish I could be okay.
I wish I had known.

01.16.11

Uninvited guest.
A day with the ones I love.
The night is torture.

01.15.11

Sympathetic friend
Tells me to forget it all.
If only I could.

01.14.11

A day off from class
Alone I pity myself.
Know not what you did.

01.13.11

My last semester.
This is not how I wanted
To start off the day.

01.12.11

You try to hide it,
But you have betrayed your vow.
Let the right one in.

01.11.10

Coffee with a friend.
A message yields no response
But too bad for you.

01.10.11

On my way back home
I realize how much I
Am disappointed.

01.09.11

Message from a friend.
Miss each other once again.
Need to talk to you.

01.08.11

Drinking in the car
To deal with the shopping spree.
I will miss this time.

01.07.11

We breath together.
Fire lungs and acid throat.
No longer with you.

01.06.11

A simple phone call
Means more than you know it does.
You will not forget.

01.05.11

Three shots of bourbon
Will help me with this bad news.
Still, it hurts to hear.

01.04.11

I am begged to come.
You are a pleasant surprise
But it does not last.

01.03.11

I wake up with you
But you are still so distant.
You regret last night.

01.02.11

Whiskey and a film.
A kick under the table.
You tease me so much.

01.01.11

You do not want this.
Let us act as if we are
Each other's desire.

12.31.10

The clock hits midnight.
You are already in the
Arms of someone else.